My dear friends, I am writing to you from the other side. Currently, I am behind Synapsia barriers, and guess what? – It feels pretty darn good to be here…

This is the best rehab center in whole Finland and – bla, bla, bla… and all that. I’ve really though about this a little today, no rehab center can give you motivation. Of course, it depends on the therapists you work with, but for me it feels like this… If I didn’t give a rat’s ass, I just wouldn’t give it. Especially now that, my rehabilitation has reached the level of making just fine adjustments… I can walk, I can talk, I can live my life and I can be happy. In fact – I AM quite damn happy! 🙂

For me though, the situation is really fortunate: I also HAVE the motivation to rehabilitate myself, in almost every way. Where do I get that motivation? -Uhm, that’s a really hard one… I guess that, deep inside me, there’s just a tiny little perfectionist, who want’s to be the best. If not THE best, at least the best he can possibly be. And even a bit more honestly, that perfectionist is neither anyhow small, nor anywhere deep inside… It’s just who I am!



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