I’m not weak. I went to my CrossFit-Box today, and even though it made me to realize that, I’m not weak… I sucked. My performance was horrible.

I really tried to perform well, but for some reason I was way too weak again. The other day, I tried as well, being just as weak. But I won’t bow down, to being weak.

I had to quiet down by myself, and think about this for a while… and as you can imagine, I wasn’t able to find any conclusions. The thoughts going through my mind were quite much like this; “have I trained too hard?”, “am I too hard on myself?” and to close it out; “It really is so, I really AM just weak?!”

As the headline notifies, I changed my mind. I’m not weak. Too bad, that the headline doesn’t notify, what on earth is wrong with me?! A TBI, yes, but I’m can’t blame this on that…

It doesn’t really, even matter what’s making me exhausted this quickly. I just want to be strong, at least as strong as before! How could I do that?

I don’t know, but I’m going to take a few days off, hoping that rest will fix my performance. On Saturday I’ll be CrossFitting again. We’ll be filming it for the mini documentary… so I CAN’T be WEAK!

This is our lovely Box!

This is our lovely Box!

I had to tie shoes before the rowing... the picture is here, just cause I love it. Thanks Tuomo!

I had to tie shoes before the rowing… the picture is here, just cause I love it. Thanks Tuomo!

I rowed myself warm.

I rowed myself warm.

I pushed up, both before- and during the business...

I pushed up, both before- and during the business…[caption id="attachment_4055" align="alignleft" width="480"]Dead lifts. Dead lifts.

I just love the Makia (sweet!) picture.

I just love the Makia (sweet!) picture.

Going for a pull up. I pulled up 42 times, before it was the body-row-time...

Going for a pull up. I pulled up 42 times, before it was the body-row-time…

Body-rowing...

Body-rowing…

This time, I really was done...

This time, I really was done…

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