I’m really excited, and so tired, but mostly… really EXCITED, though! 😛 The first ever FightBack Run shall start in a few hours, and this is a really big one for me. First of all because, my whole week has been so hectic, that I’ve got no idea if I can even finish this. Then there’s the part, in which everyone’s expectations and Finnish mass medias come in…
I’m nervous and scared, what if I can’t do this…?
-everything I’ve been working for shall collapse.
That’s clearly nonsense, of course. I can, I will finish this.
-why? Because I want to. I may be slow, cause I’ve been feeling ill, but I will finnish. That’s really all that counts.

This picture has nothing to do with my running, except the running track it was taken on. And you can see that, I really want this. I see the finish line. I want to finish. I’m going to finnish today. I’m excited again. Photo: Samu Franzen.