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I’m not weak. I went to my CrossFit-Box today, and even though it made me to realize that, I’m not weak… I sucked. My performance was horrible.

I really tried to perform well, but for some reason I was way too weak again. The other day, I tried as well, being just as weak. But I won’t bow down, to being weak.

I had to quiet down by myself, and think about this for a while… and as you can imagine, I wasn’t able to find any conclusions. The thoughts going through my mind were quite much like this; “have I trained too hard?”, “am I too hard on myself?” and to close it out; “It really is so, I really AM just weak?!”

As the headline notifies, I changed my mind. I’m not weak. Too bad, that the headline doesn’t notify, what on earth is wrong with me?! A TBI, yes, but I’m can’t blame this on that…

It doesn’t really, even matter what’s making me exhausted this quickly. I just want to be strong, at least as strong as before! How could I do that?

I don’t know, but I’m going to take a few days off, hoping that rest will fix my performance. On Saturday I’ll be CrossFitting again. We’ll be filming it for the mini documentary… so I CAN’T be WEAK!

This is our lovely Box!

This is our lovely Box!

I had to tie shoes before the rowing... the picture is here, just cause I love it. Thanks Tuomo!

I had to tie shoes before the rowing… the picture is here, just cause I love it. Thanks Tuomo!

I rowed myself warm.

I rowed myself warm.

I pushed up, both before- and during the business...

I pushed up, both before- and during the business…[caption id="attachment_4055" align="alignleft" width="480"]Dead lifts. Dead lifts.

I just love the Makia (sweet!) picture.

I just love the Makia (sweet!) picture.

Going for a pull up. I pulled up 42 times, before it was the body-row-time...

Going for a pull up. I pulled up 42 times, before it was the body-row-time…

Body-rowing...

Body-rowing…

This time, I really was done...

This time, I really was done…

The rainy-day is coming to an end. Yes, today was rainy, but no, it didn’t ruin the day. Everything else, now I even received the IS paper too which had a story of me, on last Friday… I tried speaking again (in speech therapy…), went to have a meeting with my personal trainer-to-be, had the 2nd workout of the day and went to enjoy a cup of tea with a friend of mine. So no matter if it has been rainy, it has only FRESHENED up the air! Tomorrow shall begin with Voice massage (will tell you about that afterwards) and continue by hopping on a train, which’ll take me to Helsinki. In Helsinki we (me, Eero Ettala & Lauri Heiskari & the other guests) shall do some web-tv. Talk to you laters!

These brightened up my rainy day... Even though they had too many errors. Errors, which I thought I corrected.

These brightened up my rainy day…